07.09.11

I can't remember much of my dreams but I had a rough night of sleep waking frequently and tossing/turning feeling alternately hot then cold. We are currently staying at a resort by the ocean and I felt the sting and itch from mosquitos or other small bugs that had penetrated our room and were biting my hands and wrists in the night (as the itchy welts prove today). Yet the temperature has been chilly at night so this is not the high season for them. I have to say I feel it was in a sense, spirit biting me, already starting to eat me on an anticipatory, preliminary level. �My only clear memory of visions was of a gangle of green snakes against a black backdrop like space,�coming toward me. Very real looking, but I knew at the time that I was altered and thus it was only a vision.

When I woke in the morning I felt very tired but I got up and went into the lounge room and sat on the couch. I stared off as if into space, but my eyes were pointing toward the floor by the sliding glass door where the light and shadows were mingling. Suddenly I saw a shadow shaped like a huge insect (a prehistoric armored potato bug or centipede) popped up as if half in the carpet and half out and started a straight swift line of movement in my direction. This grabbed my attention and snapped my consciousness into full alertness and banishing my ability to see this spirit sight any longer. I even shook my head and fluttered my eyelid to see if my eyes were working right. It was quite a shock to my consciousness.

About 20 min later I began to doze as I sat on the couch when my clairaudience tuned in and a voice said, "Hey, you just saw something noteworthy." The voice explained that what I saw was only registered by about 6% of my consciousness as the other 94% remained unaware, but that nevertheless, it was real.

It's hard to keep the balance between alert consciousness and altered so as to hear messages and record them in conscious memory. I fell asleep for a few minutes trying to hear and remember more, then just before nodding off, I heard something about the green (energy, bugs, something) coming to eat me up and bring balance.

Despite the fact that my husband, the smartest person I know, denies or senses none of this, I still feel a great change is happening right now on a preliminary or etheric level and is inevitably to manifest on this conscious level.