No, I need to punish myself even more, for if i dont punish me, I will cross that Line.
Punish myself for losing my son to death, punish myself for not being That man to protect my family.
I am not the person I once was. The real me, is deep inside,hiding.
The sarcastic,bitterness me is what drives me, to seek justice.

I had a frked up childhood and swore I would never be like my parents. and as I write here today. I have NOT once copied them as They abused me. to my children