Today is my court day with DOCS over my son.
I can not afford to travel there, as Family Sa bleed me dry.

So I requested a Ph link up. REJECTED
I then also requested a postponement of court to a later date, as I mentioned the class action. REJECTED

No chance to defend myself, no chance to ever,ever see my son. or even to have custody of him.

Who really gives a frk, Ay.

I am back to my thinking of breaking the law then handing myself in to be in a court room and yell out the Abuse, then goto jail.

Class action or no class action. I dont care no more, Ive had enough. Im just waiting for me to lose it and then, Prison.

all it would of taking, is a lawyer to help and maybe a chance.
I am good enough to be Abused by the system, But I am not good enough for any form of help to defend.


And if ya think i am looking for pity, then get Frkd.

I hear ya...

I know....
people hear. and thats as far as it will get.

Until, someone like me, cross's a line, and then they will wonder why.
I really have nothing to lose, its all gone.

its just a matter of time. if and when that happens, As I can not see,the future getting any better.
I got my blinkers on, and looking ahead, and just see hurdles after hurdles.

I will never get the help, I need to defend, in this manner of waiting, waiting and waiting as each days slips further away from the goal.

I am alone in ways no man should be. forced to live like this. Not normal, my human reaction is telling me to do what I need to do. I just cant take this anymore. I had enough, 7 yrs is way to long, I am not getting any younger, and life offers nothing to replace the lost.
I have that proof to show I am innocent, but who gives a frk. it doesnt come with money.
Nobody is going to help, no one is going to offer money to fight back. No one, will step forward and say, Gee! mate. you need the help.

They win either way. new laws are now in place to protect DOCS workers, to when someone assaults them, when they intrude.
Government is not looking at ways to mend, but to protect their arse's. I am Protecting Mine. In the best way I can, and with in my means of funds, which is zero.
Just one more straw to break the camels back. I am a small framed person, Skinny would cover it. I cant carry anymore.
And no one is going to left that burden, Only me, and in the ways I know I can. whether thats breaking the law or not. It is way beyond the point of return.