What I also learnt is that the System will always lie to you.
While in prison, I am told by that system, That I can have a life,that I can have dreams and goals and hopes, I can have a family.
From the 1st step out of prison, The system turned its back. and just took.
What the system is say is this..You did not rehabilitate and never will.

How can I when the same system is the one abusing?.

Speechless?. That only happens when They/you see/hear the truth.
Go watch John Q. Speechless,Yes, But watch the tears flow,as the truth hits you.