Oh! hows this for Speechless.
These words still haunt me.
When I was around 9, My mother says to me. Son.when you were still in my womb, I tried to kill you, I took Vodka and Ford tabs and when that didnt work, I used a knitting needle to try to get you out.
This explains to why I am skinny compared to the rest of my siblings..
I have no love for my mother, That stopped in 96.
She didnt even came to my sons funeral,not even a Ph call, No one from my side of a family.

Now where was DOCS?. when My mother was trying to Kill me?.