some of us are in this to the end. Weird way to be connected isn't it?

And Mr Sniper if it makes you realise you aren't alone - I just wish to inform you that my sister is organising family Xmas at her house this year and I am not invited.
(This is docs fall out stuff.) I really don't want much to do with my sister ever again, and I was never like this before I used to go to the ends of the earth for her.

I will either be serving up Christmas dinner to the homeless somewhere or sitting on the beach. It is child's turn to be with his father. Mind you, I welcome the chance to be alone in my life (no work, no family, no committments.)